The key to any wise decision is timing. A timing based on a level of self hunger. If the time is missed, it sets off a chain reaction of “being left behind.” (ex. Nothingface) Imagine it this way: You eat when you’re hungry. Most of the time, if you’re similar to me, you look ahead and shop for groceries or make take away plans. When you forget or ignore planning ahead, you go hungry—missing that moment of pacification. Nirvana if you will.
I hate Courtney Love, but yet I respect her more than most people I look up to. Through madness and delusion she has achieved everything she’s ever wanted. Nothing has stood in her way. I can’t blame her choices—they are the result of an ingrained bitterness from her early life. She’s never needed love, excuses, or anything else… well, maybe a lexus or two. No, seriously now, she has worked to make this elaborate popular truth that we call COURTNEY LOVE.
She killed Kurt. Orchestrated this elaborate plan to get famous, become wealthy and win after being abandoned by everyone. Manipulation is the key to getting everything. Case in point: living forever, being remembered—her long-lasting infamy.
Stumbled upon the gamer LASTSHAWDOW or LS in the SC2 community. He looks like William B. from the ACADEMY IS, and dresses like an Asian tween (irrelevant). Have mixed feelings about him and his indirect philosophies. What I do like about him is his critical SC2 talks. He speaks such truth about the game and the balance. He can be considered, in my opinion, a dangerous player.
Nick and I played 2v2 a lot today. I had a great time. He is really pushing me in different direction. Watched some of our replays—learning a lot about our styles. We started playing 4 days ago, placed into GOLD, and got promoted to PLATINUM today. Fucking weird. I wish 1v1 was like that, but then I’d need to play over 30 games a day.
When Arthur and I played the other day I felt something similar to what Nick and I have been feeling. It’s been like this understood building and protecting and buying time. Arthur has been surprising me. He usually does fantastical things like only mass carriers. You may think, does that work? The answer: Yes. To my surprise my micro isn’t that bad, and i give him enough time to get in a OP position. Ahhhhh, what i’m really saying is he is moving away from that a bit. Trying some new builds, and keeping us alive through 5 to 8 minute all-ins.
I feel Alfred is like a 3D movie.
I’m starving. Fucking starving. (Systematic abandonment)
I’ve been listening to LFO a lot. Not that sissy band, but the british electronic band. It’s Edd’s favorite. I like where it takes me.
